A world beyond words...

I am here in a world beyond words.
Twenty-something no longer young enough to make the mistakes of an earlier year.
And not yet old enough to know the difference.
Exploration, danger, seeking-self, eternity.
Struggling to unify myselves.
Heartaches have lined my life, shells of decisions made in love.
Such a fool I was, letting fireflies lead the way through this broken path.
Never letting anyone, “tell me what to do”/
Hurricanes of lessons leaving me to build anew, and build, and build, and build/
Yet never rebuilding/
As the fingers on my hands wear down to numbness tears cleanse my eyes to see the path again/
Or was it blurring me from before?
And feel what I should do.
Always feeling and never knowing.
Knowing what I feel.
Me